1 Samuel 25:29 Even when you are chased
by those who seek your life, you are safe in the care of the Lord
your God, secure in his treasure pouch! But the lives of your
enemies will disappear like stones shot from a sling!
This is the tale of the lost things...I
think of the parables of the lost sheep, coin, and son, but they were
not fabric related, so God sent me to this verse as proof to me that
He can do anything, like make what I wanted to write about referenced
in scripture. He has a word to speak about everything that happens in
our lives! This is the parable of the lost projects.
I teach quilting, and when you teach,
you have things done in stages, box them up, take them somewhere,
show them, put them back in the box and take them home (presumably).
My biggest problem is once they are home (if they make it there).
They get put somewhere, and thus the problem begins. Where did it
go??? I have spent 3 years looking for one of those projects. It was
a teal toile that I was using as a sample for cutting 4-patch posie
blocks. I looked, asked the boss if I left it at the shop, if maybe
they had accidentally thrown out an unassuming box...
I am the queen of the shoe box. My
daughter worked at a shoe store...and she also bought way too many
shoes from other places. Plus there are 6 of us in this family.
Shoe boxes are perfect receptacles for quilting projects. Some other
projects need something a little larger, so there were a few of them
laying around, filled with other projects. There is a brief
description of the project on the outside of the box in Sharpie pen
so I can read it clear across the room, if necessary.
I thought I knew the box this thing was
in...I really did. It was white, square, and typical looking. Great.
Nice description. But I couldn't find it anywhere. I searched the
closets, the boxes, everywhere. I even moved everything in that room
once cleaning. No signs of it. It was gone. I was disappointed and a
little grieved that I would never see how it turned out, but I wasn't
panicked. It had served its teaching purpose, and the fabric had only
been $1/yd. It was a loss, but not one I couldn't bear. It just
disturbed me that I couldn't find it.
But then there was 2 weeks ago. I had
borrowed the boss's pattern and tool, taken a bundle of pretty fabric
I had bought at market, and was going to teach it that week. I wanted
to finish as much of it as I could before class and I was ready to
get at it. And I couldn't find it! I had taken it to work to get some
of it done if I had the time, and after the first of the 2 days, I
brought it home, or so I thought, because I could see I wasn't going
to get to it, AND I DIDN'T WANT TO LOSE IT! And for 3 days I looked,
I searched, I scoured every corner I could think of. I sewed on other
things, and kept looking where I had kept it before taking it from
the house. Why had I moved it? Why didn't I put it back? Had I left
it? Had the boss put it into the trailer with the other merchandise?
Would I have to replace the tools and pattern because what I had lost
WASN'T MINE! At least not all of it. And I needed it in 4 days, even
if I didn't have it any further than I had it now...I had a purpose for it and that purpose was not yet fulfilled. I HAD to find it.
It is a different thing when you lose
what is yours and when you lose that which belongs to another. Having
things lost is irritating, frustrating, time consuming, and delaying.
You are mad at yourself, anyone who may have moved it, buried it
under something (like mail or a purse on top of your keys)! You can't
do what you want, are distracted from the thing you were going to do,
and sometimes just are stuck, unable to do anything. But when it
comes to things that belong to someone else, there is panic. There is
loss, and then there is having to pay back, to replace, to explain
your carelessness to another. To confess that regardless of how much
you tried to take care of what they loaned you, you failed to take
complete responsibility for it and lost it somewhere along life's
way.
The parables of the lost things in the
Bible tell us that God finds the lost things. He lets them wander
like the sheep so they can know that He is pursuing them, get knocked
around or buried under something like the coin, so they can know that
He will leave no stone unturned in bringing them back because they
are precious to Him, and lets us rebel like the stupid son who
resented Him so that He could humble Himself and run to greet us when we come running back. We are never really LOST in God's eyes.
He knows where we are every minute. We are the ones who don't know
where the lost things went or that we are the lost things, but they are somewhere, and always under
His watchful eye.
So in pursuit of the lost project #2, I
found lost project #1. It was in a completely different container
than I had taken it to the class in. It got put in with other
projects of a like nature when I sorted things out somehow, or I had
all the samples with me and didn't realize I had taken them all, and
it got put on the bottom and not the top. I still don't remember how
it got there, but it was in my keeping the entire time. So in reality
it wasn't truly lost, but hidden. It was in no peril, but it disturbed my heart for years.
And the project that wasn't mine? I
went to bed totally disturbed, having searched every conceivable
place I could look, and I couldn't sleep. So I prayed. I prayed, and
prayed, and prayed. God, you know where it is...please show me. Still
no peace. I got up, walked down the stairs, and decided by God's
thought to start to my left at the piano and look through everything
in the house until I found it or couldn't keep my eyes open. I looked
down and against the legs of the piano bench leaned the large red
clip board that I had taken with me that fateful day. My heart stopped. I
leaned over and the box, that simple black shoe box, was leaning on
the backside of it, facing away from me. It had not spilled its
contents when someone had knocked both off the bench that I had sat
it on when I had brought it home. At 2:00 am God showed that He had
indeed known the whole time where the lost thing was and how He
wanted me to know that He cared about it and me more than I could
ever know. I slept like a baby.
Class came and went, I can now finish
the project and return the tool and pattern with the story of its
journey to its rightful owner.
The treasure bag of God is not a
shoe box, but the sack that the owner would put things in to take it
away from oncoming marauders, to save it from being stolen. That is
what He does for us...keeps us from being permanently stolen away by
the enemy of our souls. When you grab and go, like from a fire or
flood, you grab the things most precious to you. And we are what God
grabs. The rest of the universe will burn and be swept away, but not
us. We will be kept safe, all bundled together with the others of His
life, from the coming Day. He will take care of us far better than we
take care of the things we lose on a daily basis. He is responsible
for us, no matter how lost we try to get! And that's a wonderful
thing that we can count on.
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