Thursday, June 27, 2013

Burying our garments

 Clothing envy. I think we all get it sometimes. We see someone sporting an outfit that makes them glow and we want it for ourselves, imagining how great we would look and feel in it. We have the option of asking where they got it, and then buying it ourselves. But it seems that the only place it is good to have matching clothing is at a wedding if you are a bridesmaid or groomsman or you work in a company that requires a uniform, or you play on a sports team. It just isn't “right” somehow to wear what others are wearing, so we envy.

So what about Achan...taking clothes from a dead man because it was beautiful. A beautiful mantle, a gorgeous robe from Shinar, or Babylonia. They had just wiped out Jericho...walking and fighting until the last man, woman, and child, and all things were dead. And there it lay...in the ruins of someone's home...a pile of money and a gorgeous, fancy robe. Now mind you, these folks were slaves in Egypt for hundreds of years, then walked around in the desert for 40 years, where it said that God preserved their clothes and shoes for the endurance of the journey. So the fact that he knew where the garment had been made surprises me. Nonetheless, he couldn't resist it. The house from which he took these things had to be a rich one, and Achan decided that he deserved his reward, though he had been instructed to take nothing, and that all of the gold and silver was to go to the temple for the Lord. In Jude we are told to hate even the garments polluted by the sins of the wicked, so this may be where he got his material (pun intended). Giving these things to God by temple or by flame was a small payment considering He had fed and watered them, clothed and provided for them, for 40 years. But Achan took them for himself. He disobeyed, and he stole from God.

That part we understand...and he paid the consequences, as did the men who went to fight in Ai and his whole family. The part that amazed me was that he hid it in the ground. I seriously wonder where he thought he was going to wear this garment without someone asking where he got it. He would definitely stick out like a sore thumb. God had not given them permission to take spoils, and there was no indication that He ever would, but Achan risked it. And he buried it.

How like him we are. We collect things and hide them from our spouses or friends. We do things that we don't want others to know about, but we just feel like having them in our possession, even when they can't be used or displayed without putting our sin on display. But we feel somehow we deserve it and store it up to our destruction and the destruction of those around us. I had never really thought that God could put whole churches, ministries, or families under judgement for the sins of one person. All for the cause of a little gold and a garment, taking from God and for self, whole ministries of the Lord can be stopped in their tracks until the sin is weeded out and dealt with. We have all seen it...a once thriving organization goes into a lull, a funk, so to speak, and no one knows why. But God does.

So we are left to ponder. I know myself. I have sneacked purchases into my home before, hoping the hubby didn't notice, and didn't mind. I would usually tell him about the trip to the fabric store later out of shear guilt. It wasn't that I bought it, but my guilt over it, that makes for the sin, and the desire to cover it up and not display it is reminiscent of Adam and Eve thinking they could hide from God in the garden. I would have been the one gathering too much manna and getting worms in the morning. We have the tendency to disobey thinking that it really doesn't matter and won't hurt anyone. But disobeying God is a serious matter, and hiding the beautiful thing we just had to have is not only foolish, it is a sign that sin is there.

Shall we uncover our sin before God? He is merciful if we ask for His mercy. Achan told what he had done when confronted, but he did not apologize or beg for God's mercy. There is no sign of him coming forward when the inquiry started to find the sinner in the ranks. He hoped not to be found out or that someone else had sinned and would get caught before him. Repentance leads to forgiveness, and uncovering leads to restoration. Let's go to God and confess our sinfulness, our silly lusts, and become agents of blessing and not cursing in our churches, homes, and world.

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